Saturday 31 December 2011

Happy New Year lovely reader <3

Figured that this is kind of a cross between a Christmas tree and a firework, so would be ok to illustrate my New Year's eve greeting.

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An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in.  A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves.  ~Bill Vaughan

The merry year is born Like the bright berry from the naked thorn. ~Hartley Coleridge

The Old Year has gone.  Let the dead past bury its own dead.  The New Year has taken possession of the clock of time.  All hail the duties and possibilities of the coming twelve months!  ~Edward Payson Powell

Every man should be born again on the first day of January.  Start with a fresh page.  Take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary, or let down one, according to circumstances; but on the first of January let every man gird himself once more, with his face to the front, and take no interest in the things that were and are past.  ~Henry Ward Beecher

For last year's words belong to last year's language And next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning. ~T.S. Eliot, "Little Gidding"

Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past.  Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.  ~Brooks Atkinson

One resolution I have made, and try always to keep, is this:  To rise above the little things.  ~John Burroughs

We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched.  Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives... not looking for flaws, but for potential.  ~Ellen Goodman

*Quotes from the 'Quote Garden.'

So - may your new year be chock full of fullfilled potential and may your thoughts and gaze be always positive and non-judgemental.

Sx

Monday 26 December 2011

A question...

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...I came across a Tumblr today that was called a photo a day 1/1/11 - 31/12/11 (or 12/31/11 for my pals across the pond) and I'm wondering if I can do an image a day...for a year!?
But that's not the question, actually I have two questions;

1 - will I irritate the followers of this blog if I post everyday?
2 - does it sound reasonable to ask for sponsors? All donations spilt between the two UK Fibro charities. There're web sites you can use to do that aren't there?
Or is this a rubbish idea and just the over dose of sugar talking?
Na night.
Sx

Saturday 24 December 2011

Happy Christmas to all you lovely peeps

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Yes, it's nearly here...so here's a photo of our Christmas tree and a most sincerely meant message.
Love, light and rainbows ;)
Sx

Sunday 11 December 2011

Not really a proper blog post.

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Back in thru the mists of time I set myself the goal of posting here in a more disciplined way. A weekly post with info about how I created an image.
Life has had other plans for me though. A combination of Christmas sneaking up on me, marital traumas (for both my BFF and a member of my family) and Fibro body is acting...weirder than usual. No idea why yet. So my sabbatical hasn't gone as planned. At all. But that's just life isn't it?

I started a new posterous which I'm using rather like a digital sketchbook. Anything and everything gets uploaded to there with no rhyme or reason to it. It needs a password though...and I'm only giving it to peeps on my mailing list and interested friends, sign up or mail me etc if you want access.

This photo was taken with the spiffy new iPhone outside Fazakerly hospital. Two apps mainly - camera + and photo studio. Makes a change from all the snowflakes and Christmas trees that I've been indulging in recently ;)

Thursday 1 December 2011

A Christmas wish...

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...yes I know I'm still not really here (life you see, keeps intervening) but I thought the first of December needed to be marked in some way.
So here's my wish for all who visit;

Wednesday 2 November 2011

Online sabbatical...

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I periodically lament my inability to keep up to date with the online world. Being housebound much of the time the net is my main access to a social life, but I've spread myself too thin...

I used to be incredibly organised and disciplined but now because my body and brain are so unreliable I feel like I've morphed into this flakey female who can't be relied upon. 
Some days my brain can only string sensible comments together for a limited time, 
sometimes my fingers will type what I want them to, others they refuse to and typing anything takes AGES, (they're doing that now) and if the brain refuses to remember how to spell at the same time as the fingers won't type, well, I just give up. 
Other times my hands are much too sore to type...or my eyes are...or my lap is etc etc 

It must seem implausible to people when I say my time online is limited, after all I'm housebound so much - why would it be? I hope that this explains why - it's a physical and mental problem rather than a time problem.
The iPhone 4S has arrived so I'll spend some time practising with the voice controls - (although that will only help when fibro brain is being cooperative.)

In order to try to catch up and decide where and how I use any time I have and so that I can get into a creative head space again, I'm going to go 'off line' for a while. Try and get myself to accept that this is who I am now and how to organise myself in such a way that I can stay relaxed about it all. 
I know it's my problem, whenever I apologise folks tell me not to worry and I think the root of my worry is the contrast to what my life is like now compared to what it was.

I'm going to try to catch up with replies but that's all I'll do online. No commenting or looking at pretty pictures or following links...Wonder if it's possible for me to go cold turkey?!
Au revoir lovely peeps.

Sunday 30 October 2011

Bats and bins... #iPhoneArt

One of the images included in this weeks collection of creations, I found when going through my photos, (yes, the 4S has arrived so the change over is occurring.) and was about to delete it. See if you can guess which one and if you agree.

Anyone curious about what apps where used to create a particular image, just leave a question in the comments and I'll answer.

I'm still playing with two lots of images at the moment. Some of the Fluid Motion screen shots from the iPhone cover design I posted last week and the photographs that I took when down at the Albert Dock. Two of the Dock images are included in the above; a close up shot of a dressed up shopper and another from the lobby of the Tate gallery.
Here's the sequence that I went through to achieve the Fluid Motion image that's first in the gallery;
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So the apps were, going from left to right, top to bottom -
Fluid Motion, Segmentix, Percolator, then I combined 2 and 3 with HDR Fix to create 4. Lego photo is 5 and the final image is 4 and 5 blended with HDR Fix.
Oh...and Happy Halloween!
(Number 2 is a .gif )
* For some odd reason some of the thumbnails are blank...? I've tried deleting and re-uploading but it makes no difference.

 

Tuesday 25 October 2011

Warning - this post contains gifs...

My plan, as I told Spyros earlier in the week, is to do one post a week that gathers together that weeks creative output and goes into detail about the process behind one of the images.
This week has been mostly spent trying to finish my 'Muses' Playgorund' challenge. I've placed it first in this week's gallery and for more information about it, surf over to the playground.

The 'reality sucks' graphic came about from a chat with @ArtDream on Twitter, I'll upload it to Vector magic at some point and add it to my Graphic Words shop.

Like most Apple admirers I'm excited about the 4S, mostly because I'm 'still' using a 3GS. Last weekend I gave up waiting for Orange to ring me and started to research the cheapest way to get one. Most of this was done via the wonderful Money Saving Expert site. In preparation for the day that I get my eager hands on one I dedicde to design a cover for myself. I love the effects that can be achieved with the Fluid Motion app, so started with that. Here's a gif of some of the images I captured. (Yes, this week I discovered Giff Boom.)  

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None of the screen captures was just what I was looking for, so I started to layer different ones using Juxtaposer. When I had an image I was pleased with I opened it on my laptop in Paint Shop Pro. Resized it; (to 300dpi which is what most POD sites demand. Although I know that there's a lot of discussion about whether that's actually relevant.) using bicubic sampling at the smoother end of the range, used unsharpen mask and then because I wanted the image smoky and smooth I used the remove noise filter twice. Finally I added the texture of wet fallen leaves and then added some text. Here's the Juxtaposer montage next to an image of a case with the final design on.

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I've also been playing with some recent images to make a few gifs with Gif Boom, here they are;

*EDIT - For some reason when viewing with Chrome you have to click on each of the images for the gif to work. It works automatically with FireFox (or did) Let me know if there are any other browser problems, thanks.

Sunday 16 October 2011

The Creative process - Abstract art 2 #iPhoneArt

Here's another abstract, which may (or may not) give you some idea of how I've been feeling recently.

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'The Ugly Underneath'

It started with FlowPaper and then I had fun for quite some time with Photo Studio.

The red effect was created by using the mask tool during one of the FX filters. Here's the sequence of images, starting with the original Flowpaper drawing.

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Abstract art is a bit like marmite isn't it? Some people love it others see it as an illustration of what's 'wrong' with modern art. Though the word 'modern' is a bit of a misnomer isn't it? I dabbled in the simplification of form before the wonders of the iOS. (Like this.) but never created anything as abstract as the things I've made during the last 12 months or so. Especially since having my icky gallbladder removed. Somehow it releases my subconscious in a way that more figurative images just cannot.

Wikipedia says; "Abstract art uses a visual language of form, color and line to create a composition which may exist with a degree of independence from visual references in the world.[1]"

I suppose abstract expressionism describes that side of my creativity better than just abstraction. In fact the Pollock app was the first creative tool that I discovered in the app store. (None iOS peeps can play with it online here.) Here's a piece from the master himself;

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"Unformed Figure," oil and enamel on canvas, 52 inches by 6 feet 5 inches, 1953, Museum Ludwig, Cologne"

Thursday 13 October 2011

Art works w/e 9th Oct 2011

From my phone. iPad stuff may follow...or just be added not sure...?
Do not like having to allow location services to add multiple images via the app :(

Sunday 9 October 2011

RiP Steve Jobs - How Apple saved my life...

...does that seem like a theatrically dramatic statement? Maybe it is a tiny bit, but not much.

Who was I? A special needs primary teacher with arty bits when time allowed. Not much time was allowed, but work thankfully had plenty of opportunities for creativity so I didn't miss it too much. Too tired for that.

Who was I? A Fibro fighter. Plenty of time to be creative but in too much pain to feel like it and even if I did, what could I do? There're only a finite number of photo ops when you're housebound, the fatigue and pain are too bad to get out art materials let alone have the energy to use them. I have no space free to get them out and leave them out.
Then there's the matter of how do I hold a brush? I know there are awesome artists out there that hold a brush with their teeth but I couldn't clench my jaw like that. So my world continues to shrink and my mind gets quieter and darker.
Then for some odd reason, possibly because I 'was' a gadget freak, I throw financial caution to the wind and buy an iPhone 3GS. Game apps wake my mind a little and not having to hold anything in my hand but the small light phone means I can play comfortably anywhere. Even in bed. Then I realise there're all sorts of creative apps out there...I make this -

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I send it to a friend (another #spoonie who's still managing to work / lecture) she wants to buy it on a button, as do some of her students. Can I do that she asks? I vaguely recall Zazzle, from looking at Fibro awareness tees and investigate. Their design tools are intuitive and allow for quite a bit of creativity even without desktop software. The designer in me starts to re-emerge. My muse begins to tap me on the shoulder again.
Maybe twitter isnt just for empathising and sharing with spoonies...? My world starts to open up even though I'm slowly getting more and more housebound. Online art websites like Flickr and iPA point me in the direction of more creative apps than I could ever have dreamed of.

There's no prep involved, no brush or pencil to hold, the cash outlay is small (for apps, let's not discuss Apple pricing.) and I'm having fun! Even though my world of pain is getting worse and we don't know why, my thoughts are filled with creative ideas rather than suicide.

I doubt that even in my darkest hours I'd really have ended it all. Or ever will. But the fact remains that even if Apple and the visions of Steve Jobs didn't actually save my life, they've sure made it liveable.
And for that I thank them.

Goodbye Steve. I will be forever grateful.

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Oh and thanks also to Tim Berners-Lee. I salute you Sir. You and Mr Jobs little black NeXT box (see Stephen Fry's recent blog here.) have made my life more manageable in ways you can't possibly have imagined. A quote from Fry's post;

" I will mourn his loss as a man who changed my world completely."

Who am I? I am blessed.

Monday 3 October 2011

The Creative process - Abstract art #iPhoneArt

I keep aiming for a Sunday post and failing...but my life seems to be ruled right now by my digestive system and my Fibro brain and I suspect that the two aren't mutaully exclusive.

Previously I've focused on iPhone photos and I still have a LOT of images from my day down at the Dock that are waiting to be played with. Yesterday though was a yucky day and my muse tends to leave me alone when my body and brain have me at their mercy. Just before bed I started to play with Flow Paper.
This is a lovely app, @missypoem  (see her Posterous here.) has been doing some lovely sketches with it and a few iPA peeps do great things with it too. 

Here's the final image -
'The Road to Nowhere.'
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It started with me trying to achieve a smoky effect with Flowpaper. Then I used a few Scratchcam filters, Scratchcam can take a while, not because it's slow but because the filters are so random, though you can save your favourites. Then I started playing with some art effect apps - 

Artista Oil - I love this app and the variety you can achieve with it, but it didn't like my Flowpaper sketch this time so...on to;
Auto Painter - I tried both versions and this DOES take a while, but it's interesting to watch the process. Not happy with any of the results so;
Shock My Pic - I can't link to the iTunes store for this because iTunes search has decided they don't have it...I LOVE this app. SImple but effective and very easy to use. I got a few images that I like with this, for blending with, I tend to use;
HDR fix - Because it's quick and I like the slider to choose the degree of blending of one to the other. There's probably another app that does this and more, but at the moment necessity has made me a creature of habit. Plus when I tried to update apps on my phone last night, it said there wasn't enough room! *Gasp* Please hurry iPhone 5...
Next came filters in Photo Studio and more blending of the results with HDR fix. Then finally, another of my favourites;
Camera+ : Which is ON SALE at the moment, so snap it up if you haven't already got it. In this I used the 'Back light' filter and the framing option. Then I used my preferred Watermarking app;
iWatermark - (sheesh Apple, your 'search' tool sucks) Though the eagle eyed amongst you will know that I usually forget to use it...
Here are some of the images produced in the above process, created as usual with Strip Designer
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The first black and white image is the original Flowpaper drawing.
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Hope this made a change from the usual Liverpool Tourism advert ;)

NB - I only recently noticed that feedburner wasn't working, my apologies :( it's now fixed (I hope)

Monday 12 September 2011

The Creative Process - collaboration 2

Been a bad couple of days (after pretending to be 'normal' on Saturday) so my cunning plan to post each sun/mon has fallen at the first fence :(
No idea how these will post from the app, so I'll edit tomorrow. But I was determined to post before Monday becomes Tuesday!

@JimForADay over at iPA, you may recall, sent me a photo to play with. This post is a record of some of the stages I went through and my two favourite images after all the play/sketching/experimenting...what DOES one call the process?

I'll add the apps etc in more detail tomorrow when I can split the gallery up...& if I can recall them ;)

Monday 5 September 2011

a weird, rambling, stream of consciousness post...about mobile technology making 'artists' of us all.

It's entirely possible that you're fed up of hearing about the Appit! monthly challenge at iPA...but like the Muses' challenges there's something undefinable about working with someone else's vision. So far all I've worked with are photographs and as I write this it occurs to me that I'd like to play with someting that someone else painted. The place to start with that is where I started at in college I suppose, with some 'art' that's out of copyright. It's an old tradition after all.

So far I've not truly collaborated. I've worked with a photograph taken by somebody else and other artists have used the same photo as their inspiration too and it's fascinating seeing how differently we approach things. Or how similar the results sometimes are.

You get a glimpse of the human condition...how we're socialised...the differences in perspective...how our past artistic habits inlfuence the directions we go in.

Is it a good thing to keep going along the same track? Or follow your instincts? Or push at the barriers? I'm using art as therapy so perhaps the direction I need to go in will be different to someone consumed by their muse...

My musings have reminded me of a conversation I had with a friend recently,

(who wrote this 'Hearing Film'. The cover of which she detests by the way.)

We were lamenting the lack of value that society places upon the arts and humanities. She mentioned an article about Google , which I found here which is a little ray of light,

...but that was in my mind when I read a blog post via Twitter about how mobile photography is making vast numbers of people without artistic talent think they have a creative gift. When clearly they don't. But who says?

Then a little later the same day I read this by Adrian Graham, lamenting how mobile photography is turning everything into a popularity contest and that the boundaries of photography aren't being pushed because of it. Even my fibro brain knows that these things aren't closely connected but it's started me thinking. Or trying to anyway. I've always believed passionately that if education gave the arts equal value in the curriculum that people would have more confidence and more skill at creating. And that the world would be a better and richer place because of it. 

I see the tools that technology puts into everyone's hands as a good thing. More people are creating than ever before. If mobile phones and iPhoneography sites encourage people to share tips and skills and develop a means of creative expression then I'm sorry but I can't see that as a bad thing.

Artists have always needed to make the choice - do I create what I feel/want or do I create what sells? Who's to say that 'chocolate box' art that gives some people pleasure isn't valid? Yes there's a lot of dross out there, but then who am I to decide it's dross?

Almost everything is subjective, the arts more than anything require the audience to make a value judgement. I also know that humanity forms groups and that groups make us resistant to change and can foster elitism...but it's a yin/yang thing and I see the benefits balancing out the negatives. 

So, yes the internet seems to be making Art a popularity contest, but I for one am getting a lot out of the potential it has opened up for sharing and learning.

I've not attempted to gather my thoughts in writing very often since fibro hit. My brain can't cope very well and it uses a LOT of spoons. If you've stuck with me this far, thank you. I'm not sure it's been worth your time but I at least have created some semblance of order in my head.

the Creative process - collaboration

It's entirely possible that you're fed up of hearing about the Appit! monthly challenge at iPA...but like the Muses' challenges there's something undefinable about working with someone else's vision. So far all I've worked with are photographs and as I write this it occurs to me that I'd like to play with someting that someone else painted. The place to start with that is where I started at in college I suppose, with some 'art' that's out of copyright. It's an old tradition after all.

So far I've not truly collaborated. I've worked with a photograph taken by somebody else and other artists have used the same photo as their inspiration too and it's fascinating seeing how differently we approach things. Or how similar the results sometimes are. You get a glimpse of the human condition...how we're socialised...the differences in perspective...how our past artistic habits inlfuence the directions we go in. Is it a good thing to keep going along the same track? Or follow your instincts? Or push at the barriers? I'm using art as therapy so perhaps the direction I need to go in will be different to someone consumed by their muse...I'm not drafting this and then editing it. Sorry dear reader, it would never get done if I did that. And I'm writing it in Posterous, which is dumb because I don't have the safety net of a spell checker. Not good. Hang on a mo...

Okay that's better. I'm in the safer embrace of google now. Where was I? Collaboration was the title, but my musings above reminded me of a conversation I had with Prof Kassabian, (who wrote this 'Hearing Film'. The cover of which she detests by the way.) We were lamenting the lack of value that society places upon the arts and humanities. She mentioned an article about Google , which I found here which is a little ray of light, but that was in my mind when I read a blog post via Twitter about how mobile photography is making vast numbers of people without artistic talent think they have a creative gift. When clearly they don't. But who says? (BTW I'm sorry I can't find the blog link, I'll go through my twitter stream later) Then a little later the same day I read this by Adrian Graham, lamenting how mobile photography is turning everything into a popularity contest and that the boundaries of photography aren't being pushed because of it. Even my fibro brain knows that these things aren't closely connected but it's started me thinking. Or trying to anyway. I've always believed passionately that if education gave the arts equal value in the curriculum that people would have more confidence and more skill at creating. And that the world would be a better and richer place because of it. 

I see the tools that technology puts into everyone's hands as a good thing. More people are creating than ever before. If mobile phones and iPhoneography sites encourage people to share tips and skills and develop a means of creative expression then I'm sorry but I can't see that as a bad thing. Artists have always needed to make the choice - do I create what I feel/want or do I create what sells? Who's to say that 'chocolate box' art that gives some people pleasure isn't valid? Yes there's a lot of dross out there, but then who am I to decide it's dross? Almost everything is subjective, the arts more than anything require the audience to make a value judgement. I also know that humanity forms groups and that groups make us resistant to change and can foster elitism...but it's a yin/yang thing and I see the benefits balancing out the negatives. 

So, yes the internet seems to be making Art a popularity contest, but I for one am getting a lot out of the potential it has opened up for sharing and learning.

I've not attempted to gather my thoughts in writing very often since fibro hit. My brain can't cope very well and it uses a LOT of spoons. If you've stuck with me this far, thank you. I'm not sure it's been worth your time but I at least have created some semblance of order in my head.

Here's this month's Appit iPhone photo, taken by the peerless Clint Cline (@clix2020) and the initial stages I went through with it.

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Paper camera and possibly Segmentix where my first apps, to soften details and bring out form. Then I used Crop Suey to crop out the hand. I used Colour Shadow and then Percolator to give a strong graphic feel to the form.

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Then I put the hand through Stripecam before using Kooleido to create a mandala. Then the hand went into Superimpose where I put the mandala onto the hand. Then the colour didn't pop enough for me so I used Camera+ to make it more intense and to give it a subtle border. Which is how I ended up with the image I posted yesterday.

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I have a plan...to try to write each Sunday or Monday about what I've created and how and also perhaps to ramble a bit. Think of me as that crazy person that sits besides you on the bus and strikes up a conversation. It doesn't often make sense but sometimes it's interesting anyway. Maybe...

Contemplating creation #art

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My plan was to post the work process behind this digital art work...but time has run away from me, so I'll do a longer post tomorrow.

September's 'App it!' has begun and this is my first entry.
Taken from an iPhone photograph by Clint Cline (@clix2020)

Wednesday 31 August 2011

The search for Peace - mandala #iPhoneArt

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I think this mandala began as the doodle I did for @karinSF
Kaleidoscope X and then photo studio then addlib then back through Photo Studio a few times. The border was added with Filterstorm when I was looking to see how big the image was. Seems Addlib only produces small resolution images too.

Finally had a medic lay hands on me for the first time since my op. I made an appointment to see my GP to check my scars/wounds. (What do you call them at this in between stage when the outside is more or less healed but the inside isn't?) Everything seems as expected, she believes it'll be after Christmas before I start to feel the real benefits of being gallbladder free and made a lot of sense. So although I didn't think I was worried about the added pain etc I must have been, because I feel better for having seen her.
Fibromyalgia - never a dull moment.
And it's a really stupid name for it. Even chronic pain syndrome would be better. It needs the word 'neuro' in there somewhere. Just saying... ;)

The excitement of a trip out of the house left me exhausted, so I haven't dipped my toes in the twitter water today. My apologies.